These old friends have been staying in the Forest. A quick trip to recover them. Some old friends are beautiful, and some old friends are like cactus’.
The fire that heats it...
...thanks Marcus
So wave me off in champagne wreckless. The steel it bows to the fire that heats it. So go and break my tether and fetters that hold, and send me adrift off your celestial shore until the spirit falls.
Bad Coffee
I’m grabbing a Starbucks this morning; It’s one of my favorite things. I saw a video the other day about how Americans were tricked into liking bad coffee—and I guess I have.
I do encourage local entrepreneurs to change my mind by opening an equally hip competitor.
Setting Up & Sitting Around
Early Sunday morning set up at Westlake.
A big part of my musical life has been a lot of sitting around, and waiting for other musicians. It’s not a complaint, just an observation. In fact, there isn’t much to complain about these days.
So much of art is pulled from depression and angst, at least for me it has been. It’s a strange place to be whenever it’s 1:30 am, staring at my instrument from across the room, and know that there isn’t much that I need to emote about.
I’m guessing that’s good. Maybe I can hang out here for a moment.
Petroleum for my beast
I mentioned to Miryam last night that I don’t wright much as of late in my blog. In 2010 THIS INTANGIBLE EXISTENCE began as a blog.
Almost a decade later here I am.
Here I am at a place of Humble beginnings, drinking coffee from a mug that could have stood for prepress criticism.
the saddest thing is that the air is so different: an unwelcoming glare and a standard “mean girls” attitude that I was made aware of earlier today while at the mall looking at anime pariphinalia.
An previous client of mine saw me and approached. We greeted each other with a bro grab, and before we could mention much of anything else, he began to speak of he and I’s formal meeting ground. He expressed the same things I mentioned previously.
It’s fine - The beast needed a check up, and I wanted to check in…
So I I’ll just leave all of this here :)
Red hair: it’s Red Mercury season - and I’m so excited.
…I’ll just leave this here…
The Surface & Joy
Sometimes when the sun is like this, I can tell that I’m standing on the surface of the earth.
I’ll be on The Joyspiracy Theory this evening.
The Smell of Autumn
“A cold wind blows…”
This time of year often brings a large influx of nostalgia. Bitter waves of memories come from an angered ocean shaken by regret. Something sweet is left behind.
“All you have to do…”
In these times I have to, reluctantly, remind myself that I am not my past.
“The journey calls…”
Perhaps one Autumn, many years from now, on a late Sunday, moments from midnight, I’ll be in a similar place; and I hope then to remember this night: I lived in a mansion—drove a sexy red civic si—played an awesome piano from the 80’s—had some awesome friends—worked from home—and MRYM.
“The leaves will fall…”
Like they do every year.
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I’ll have new music out next month ;)
I've been meaning to talk about this...
Over the past two months, I've had some major life changes. I've had a group of pictures sitting on my desktop just waiting to be uploaded to my blog; however, with these changes, I've been busier than I expected. This morning I'm sitting in the lunchroom of Beckwith's Car Care while I wait to get my oil changed. If that statement doesn't note the situation enough, allow me to expound:
Firstly, I participate in the MS150. It was a two-day bike ride that took the life out of me. It's fun to see what you're body can handle, and being 31, I wanted to push it to the limit. The last time I did the MS150 was about six years previous. It was a successful venture.
Shortly after that, my latest single, "Lamps", was released; which was followed up by the special EP release of "His Precipice". I'm very proud of these releases; they feature a bunch of extra content that makes it more than just a single or an EP; I really got to celebrate a new era of music in my writing.
Shortly after the ride, and after the release of the new music, I guess you could say that I was feeling a little froggy. I met an anthropomorphic man named Pete. I didn't think that I was going to bring him home with me, but my credit was good enough, and Miryam thought he was cute. As a musician, this was a big step for me.
Lastly, and probably most notably. I resigned from my long-standing position at Beckwith's Car Care. It was a very deliberated and difficult decision to make; however, with love and respect I hung up my Beckwith Blues and have ventured into the world of a corporate enterprise with Amerit Fleet Solutions.
I'm glad I get to write this blog while sitting at the lunch room of Beckwith's; this place is home in a way.
... and the sun set with a few tears, and a heartwarming goodbye (for now).
Pastries - Falling - Explosions
it’s been rough this past week.
More Rainy Days at Impact
I love rainy days at Impact.
...but then
Then there is those home church folk...
Impact Church
Sunday Morning
I got to play at two churches this weekend. I love serving the Lords people in music: young and old.
West Lake Church
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.”
Galatians 5:22-24 ESV
http://bible.com/59/gal.5.22-24.esv
Golden Acres Baptist Church
“On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, "Let us go across to the other side." And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him. And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling. But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, "Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?" And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, "Peace! Be still!" And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. He said to them, "Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?" And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, "Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?"”
Mark 4:35-41 ESV
http://bible.com/59/mrk.4.35-41.esv
...also I got to hang out with this lady :)
Artistic Sabbatical
A summer sabbatical after a solstice: needless to say, that’s not happening. I’ve trained my body well these last few years, and you can’t just turn off the artist’s mind.
Sycamore Grounds
I can truly say I go to a cafe for lunch, and not use that as code for Starbucks.
West Lake Church
I played for West Lake Church today in Summerwood.
Psalm 92
“It is good to give thanks to the Lord, to sing praises to your name, O Most High; to declare your steadfast love in the morning, and your faithfulness by night, to the music of the lute and the harp, to the melody of the lyre. For you, O Lord, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy.”
Psalms 92:1-4 ESV
http://bible.com/59/psa.92.1-4.esv
Variations on Spinning
She and I enjoyed variation on spinning much more than maximum thrust machines not regulated for quadrapedal friends.
San Antonio
Basically, we had a great time in San Antonio. Shortly after getting to six flags I immediately regretted getting on the Boomerang. As we went on through the park, I learned that I really enjoyed rides that feature a variation of spinning. After Marcus and Cadedra left from being worn out, Miryam and I spent the rest of the night riding the Whirlygig, with a bunch of small children.
Basically we had a great time.
If you missed the dope playlist that we jammed the whole time, it’s here:
https://open.spotify.com/user/1243301428/playlist/1nTVOJmQsysZFVCUpt0TDm?si=LhfwYK64ReWinRjgHDAELg
Road Trip
Today I’m road tripping with friends today :)
Cadedra, Me, Miryam, and Marcus
So much to say...
I have so many things that I want to talk about on this platform.
“Would you describe your encounter with the gospel the way that Jesus does in Matthew 13:44-46”
Stay Tuned...