Maybe every other sorrow I’d know in life suddenly decided to converge on this very one.

Can you imagine a place that if you expressed your opinions, you could be at risk of losing your job or your religious community?

So, instead, you hold them in until one day you can’t take it anymore, and, paradoxically, cause the very thing you were trying to avoid because you’re emotionally immature.

just me?

There was some open space between what he knew and what he tried to believe, but nothing could be done about it, and if you can’t fix it you’ve got stand it.

The ability to conjure Fire and Water

After church today, a congregant said something to me like, “you’re one of those people that becomes the music.” It was hard to make eye contact with her.

I think every person is trying to make something beautiful with their life

before church today, a congregant said something to me like, “you’re band sounds really bad”. I told her, “It’s about having a proper heart posture before the Lord.”

Good music; it’s hard to define what good music is.

it don’t matter

How sinful, backslidden, or compromised you are

secular-atheistic adjacent people who are intolerant to Christianity

Will always wish you were “less religious” or “unsaved”

this is evangelism - you’re never enough

It’s a pop boi summer

net positive for the first time in my adult life

It was Friday the 13th, just after the full moon.

I fell asleep to the sound of insects and reptiles outside my apartment after a heavy rain. Purdue was eager to join in the festivities. I completed a 48 hour work week that followed the most intense recital performance of my life and one of the most memorable nights of my life. I’m thankful that my dad & my sisters were there along with some of longest friends.

Tonight, I am the musician and artist I’ve always dreamed of being.